It's worse. I thought if I didn't see it, it couldn't hurt me...
...but I did! I saw it! And it hurt! I was right! I don't know what to do!
It hurt in my heart and my mind and I don't know why I do this to myself!
Curses, natural curiosity! And curses to you*! Curses to you and your terrible writing!
*Don't worry. Not you. Her. HERRRRRR!